here's something that really sucks. tobias funke's 100% good time family band kind of sucking.
when someone you don't trust lulls you into a false sense of security, and then reminds you that you're entirely too trusting in the first place. also, when other people in your life fail to see that behavior like this is real and unacceptable and thoroughly destructive. that sucks too. also, 97% heat and 80% humidity when the dog needs to go for a walk. that really sucks.
i just need to channel this into writing. take life and make it art. that's what they say, right? oooh...do i have fuel for this fire tonight!